Tell me something I care about

Har precis sett serien Portkod 1321, så galet braa. Blev helt fast så nu har jag sett hela.. haha. Ett tips för er som har lite att göra, då avsnitten är typ tio min långa. 
 
 

kaos och uppåner

“So, I guess we are who we are for alot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.”

And all that you say Makes me feel just as if I have lost everything that I own

It's just that I don't want to be somebody's crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don't want them to carry it inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too.
 
 
 
 

Take advantage of my heart and I’ll go back into the dark

Laugh track on a TV show, echoes in the dark alone
I go to bed feeling bad, that I’m the reason that you’re sad
January to December, do you wanna be a member?
Lonely hearts club...
Do you want to be with somebody like me?
Lonely hearts club...
Do you want to be with somebody like me?
I feel like if I’m too kind, then you will only change your mind
Take advantage of my heart and I’ll go back into the dark
Love will never be forever, feelings are just like the weather
January to December, do you want to be a member?
Lonely hearts club...
Do you want to be with somebody like me?
Lonely hearts club...
Do you want to be with somebody like me?
Somebody like me, somebody like me, somebody like me?
Lonely hearts club...
Do you want to be with somebody like me?
Lonely hearts club...
Do you want to be with somebody like me?
Lonely hearts club...
Do you want to be with somebody like me?
Do you want to be with somebody like me?
Lonely hearts club...
Do you want to be with somebody like me?


Only if we're drinking can you see my spark

You're never gonna love me, so what's the use?
What's the point in playing a game you're gonna lose?
What's the point in saying you love me like a friend?
What's the point in saying it's never gonna end?

You're too proud to say that you've made a mistake
You're a coward to the end
I don't wanna admit that we're not gonna fit
No, I'm not the type that you like
Why don't we just pretend?

Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know oh
I can't let you go, can't let you go oh
I just want it to be perfect
To believe it's all been worth the fight
Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know oh

You only ever touch me in the dark
Only if we're drinking can you see my spark
And only in the evening could you give yourself to me
Cause the night is your woman, and she'll set you free

You're too proud to say that you've made a mistake
You're a coward to the end
I don't wanna admit that we're not gonna fit
No, I'm not the type that you like
Why don't we just pretend?

Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know oh
I can't let you go, can't let you go oh
I just want it to be perfect
To believe it's all been worth the fight
Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know oh

Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know oh
I can't let you go, can't let you go oh
I just want it to be perfect
To believe it's all been worth the fight
Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know oh
 

Över mig

 
Wololol. Har ju färgat håret ganska nyligen och så här blev det dååå. 
 

This hell you've put me in, I'm underneath your skin

Måste sluta tänka på dig. Vet att det bara är någonting tillfälligt och det gör mig galen. DU gör mig galen. 
Det känns som om jag släpper taget mer och mer, tills jag liksom dras in i en känslostorm som jag inte vet hur jag ska hantera. Jag vill inte bestämma mig för hur jag ska känna, inte än. Blir lättast om man inte har några förväntningar överhuvudtaget.
 

It's my heart you're dealing with and It's my heart you break

 

I wish it could be everything you wanted

Love is a game that we could play
Even only for today
I don’t wanna lose you
We’ve been apart for far too long
Now we only have a song
Let the music move you
There was a part of me
That never left a part of you
I wish I could be everything you wanted

But I’m still young
Wide-eyed and hopeless
Yeah I’m still young
I want your devotion to this
Can we kiss like we do in my head
Can we dance like we do on my bed
Like we’re still young

Love is a loss that we incur
When we gamble with the world
I don’t wanna lose you
I feel my life has just begun
I can hear you singalong
Now the music in you
There was a part of me
That never left a part of you
I wish I could be everything you wanted

But I’m still young
Wide-eyed and hopeless
Yeah I’m still young
I want your devotion to this
Can we kiss like we do in my head
Can we dance like we do on my bed
Like were still young

Baby don’t you cry
I won’t tell you lies
I’ll just sit and sing you lullabies

Cuz I’m still young
Wide-eyed and hopeless
Yeah I’m still young
I want your devotion to this
Can we kiss like we do in my head
Can we dance like we do on my bed
Like we’re still young
 

Love is a game that we could play, even only for a day

Har ingen aning om vad jag vill eller känner. Orkar inte vara den som är i andra hand.
 

Teenage crime

Hallålålål.
Har precis vaknat och har ont i ryggen som vanligt, måste vara nåt satans fel på sängen. Eller mig.
Igår var jag ialla fall på förfest hos Tobbe och efteråt drog vi på Olearys. Jag var nykter och det känns fan skönt idag, tråkig som man är.
Nu ska jag tvätta bort gammsminke och göra nåt vettigt av mitt liv.